It has been a while since I have posted anything to my blog. The year of 2008 and 2009 were years of spiritual struggels like I have never seen before. It was full of stress and lack of love and bitterness and tiredness trying to overtake me. I was becoming very restless because of lack of prayer and bible reading.
Anyways, now Iam feeling very peaceful but work is killing me. By the time I come home, it is dark and I am just too tired to help my wife at home and doing some home chores. Anyways, things have been changing recently and I am trying to go to work early and come back early.
Deep inside, there is longing for me to spend more time with God and becoming more obedient every day. After the struggle and bitter experience with a brother at church, going to church is such a challenge just to make sure that there is full forgiveness in my heart…it is not that easy to forgive. I understand now how much Jesus has forgiven his enemies.
But, I am longing for the time my heart will be gentle and quiet before God and men. God has been teaching me not to defend myself but instead commit myself to the one who judges righteously. It is another year that my character is being built and the man that God wants to create within me is being created by the fire.
Just came back from airport picking up Anand and Christy and Joshua. Spoke with my parents and again they want us to come back and settle in Kodaikanal.
Let the good work He has began let Him complete it until the day of Christ Jesus. I am planning to do post more things regularly. Can’t wait to see God reveal His plan to us.
